a moment

It’s 3AM and I’m still sitting at my laptop. Chatting with an old friend.

And as we catch up, all I feel are tears trickling down my face..

I cringe because I’m lost once again.

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Father, I am praying so desperately for Your guidance, your wisdom, your comfort and peace.. I pray for all these ungodly thoughts in my mind to be lifted, that all my ways will conform to Your ways, and that all that I do is with one purpose – and that is to please You and glorify You. With all that said, I am THANKFUL. Thankful that no matter what I’m going through, You know. Thankful that you are so forgiving when I come back to you after straying away. Thankful that You will always give me comfort when I’m a wreck. I’ve said this so many times before, but I can’t say thank You enough.. For counting me worthy to be your child. For redeeming me from my sins. So God, I just pray that You will mold me and use me so that Your name may be exalted.